Friday, June 22, 2012

The Outtake of me and Purrward....


A very typical Robshandmonkey type of conversation between me and the sexy beast Purrward.

I just informed Purrward that my Facebook identity “Robshandmonkey” was removed along with everything I ever posted under that name and worse that my facebook group lost all the previous work that was done over time while I wrote Shhhhh....and well this is how it went down...in my head anyway....because I am me and this is the strange shit that flows through me and I am silly enough to probably scare the hell out of you with this...but here it is...and just so you know...the voices don't like it when you all laugh at them....just sayin...snickers....




His expression.....
Eyes stare intensely at me as if he is mad, but he really isn't, otherwise he would be yelling at me, while his eyes bore daggers into me. But no...he doesn't react like most would expect. He takes that in for a moment, finally narrows his eyes and grills me about details.

Well one detail.


“As in deleted—gone—erased—non existent—no more? Like Asta La Vista baby?”


“It is as if I never existed.” I mutter and the feeling of shame washes through me.

He mutters out something about, 'why does that sound familiar?' before he finally asks, “Everything?”

“Everything.” I look up. I can only stare at him with a blank expression. I am stunned more than anything, but mostly, angry.

Angry at myself more than anything, deep down inside my anger festers. Yes, I am still burning pissed off at the one that instigated this little witch hunt, set me up to burn, played a total Cindy Brady on my ass and ran to tell the big bad Facebook police that I am bullying.


“Just like that? No warning? No smack on the back of the hand? All because you said something you in no way meant, but they took you seriously not even taking it as the metaphor it was intended to be?”

“That about sums it up.” I glance away when he starts to shake his head in disgust. I am totally embarrassed. Ashamed. Mortified, but deep down why do I feel so vengeful? I can't shake it. They say turn the other cheek...and I am trying. Really, really trying.

“I want to strike back, but what good would it do? It won't get me my name back.”

“Your right, it won't, so I have to ask, did you learn anything?” he quirks a brow up at me.

“Wait....aren't you mad? I mean I lost it all...everything! All that work...all those comments...all that history erased never to be found again!”

He smirks. He motherfucking smirks, amused by my rant.

“Well you answered that question for me now didn't you?...yeah...your getting it now. You did learn your lesson. I can hear it in your tone. Your anger is still an issue but otherwise it was a hard lesson...the important part of it is that you paid the price or are paying the price. So now what?”

I glare at him. His expression is indifferent.

He can be such an ass.

“I heard that!” he glowers in my direction.

“Bite me motherfucker!” I dare him.

“Silly girl if I bit you...you would want me to fuck you.” his eyes scan up my body.

Did he just check me out!? No...wait seriously? Honestly don't know if that is him fucking withme....

Nah....he is fucking with me.

Fucker. I grin.

“Silly Edward...you don't have to bite me for me to want that. Don't get me wrong...I would probably come the minute you got within inches of bringing your luscious lips to my throat. Every girl wants to be bitten by you...that's a given...but I assure you that I want to fuck you for eternity regardless, bite or no bite, and just so you know.... I would never let you rest...once you did...because trust me when I say the only break that will be had will be the unfortunate bed we choose to do it on....and...”

He interrupts my own little fantasy playing out in my head.

“All right...enough...you know I am spoken for.” He looks up annoyed at the ceiling.

I let that go for now...

I pout. “Now what? Should I stay with my real name and just keep it or create a new one?”

He looks away crosses his ankles as he leans against the wall and rubs his chin in the palm of his hand as he contemplates.

After a long drawn out silence he finally says, “Don't know....it's not my problem...it's yours to deal with, so you tell me.”

I consider the thought for a moment and decide instantly as I blurt out, recreate and learn to stay the fuck away from the seriously fucked up members of this fandom. In fact if they so much as come within my proximity...I just turn around and walk in the opposite direction. I can go looking for you instead.” I smile cheekily at him. “You are after all the reason I am here...ya fucking casanova!”

“But can you do that?”

“Focus on you?” I snort. “As if that is an issue? The issue would be can I walk away from you ever?And that would be a big fat NO! You own my ass...along with thousands of other female species that walk this planet!”

“I meant, keep your opinion of this topic that seems to eat at you to yourself.”

“Yes! Damn it yes I can! I come here to feed my addiction and all this bullshit that is costing us to lose good members by the dozens shouldn't be my focus. I mean this isn't how it is supposed to go. I come here to enjoy myself, to read good shit, most of it free and more importantly...I come here to write. To read, to get lost in your perfect world...and so um yeah I perve on you, have been caught touching myself when I read about you but hell, you know that already. I need to stick to my writing, stay out of groups, avoid any confrontations, topics or areas where the passionate side of my nature is stirred up by an instigating troublemaker who will get you all worked up and then turn around and stick you in the back with a knife like the loser that she is/was...whatever!I am totally over this bullshit.”

“Be nice. Name calling won't help...you made your point, she made hers now move on.”

“Alright...I am ready to move on.”

He chuckles when he hears my thoughts.

I will move anywhere you want. Just so long as at some point I am moving over and on top of you.

“Your unbelievable.” His eyes look as if they rolled up to the sky and shook his head.

“Yeah, well you sexy beast are so very fuckable.” I eye fuck him, his expression is somewhat amused and maybe a little embarrassed.

“Shut up!” He growls playfully.

“Make me.” I lick my lips.

“Oh sweet cheeks....if I make you shut up, I won't ever get you off my ass.” The look on his face has now peaked my curiosity to an all new level. I know whatever is going on in his head...it's fucking dirty. That look he has in his eyes is downright fucking dirty thoughts! I see it plain as fucking day! What is he imagining?

“With a look that devious...I almost want to beg you to do whatever it is that has you smirking so smugly. Care to clue me in?”

He stands on his own, sauntering closer and leans down to whisper a cool breath right against my ear.

“Trust me sweet heart...you can't handle this. I would tear you up and spit you out if I ever took your sassy ass into my bed.”

He leans back and I narrow my eyes at him then I smirk. His reply seems a little wary, surely he isn't afraid, is he? One can only hope.

He should be afraid, but I am not that stupid, nor am I giving up. I press him for something more.

“Bella handled it and she was human!” I smirk. “So why can't I? You don't think I am that gah gah over you? Think again buddy!”

“Your right she did...every motherfucking time too! Bella never fails to please me, but you seem to have forgotten, Bella really is just that fucking good. I have no reason to go anywhere else, and rarely is she not near. You get what I am saying?”

“Okay, Okay I get it. So lets try something else shall we? For example, talk to me...tell me what is going through that head of yours, when you just looked at me like that a minute ago!”

“Seriously? You are the one with the ability to read minds. I am not the author here, I am the hero!”

“Ahhh...chapter 12.” I close my eyes and see him standing there pissed off at the world and shirtless. Eyes glowing, rage burning, and I smile and quiver at the memory of just how hot he was in chapter 12.

“Good God woman! Can't you think of anything other than sex and me naked?”

“Please! You love how much lovin and attention you actually get from the vast numbers of insane females, who lust for you on a daily basis! You are batshit crazy if you think we don't look at you and think of anything other than sex! Impossible! Silly vamp!”

“Hey now! Those that follow this story are not crazy! I am surprised you would say that!”

“Sorry...hate to inform you but these are the same people that like the same things I do...I am crazy...therefore it should go as follows....insane pervy girl lusting on hot young dorky at times but sexy as all fuck at other times is crazy and and those that follow that insane pervy girl who is in love with a fictional character....are just as downright crazy! Admit it we creep you out!”

“No fault in loving to expand one's mind while reading!” He grins. He fucking grins!

“See I told you loved it secretly! You can't hide that shit from me your ego is so huge I am surprised there is room left for you in that big head of yours!”

“So...expand my mind further if you would please...I wanna know when you gave me that look just now...come on tell me what you were thinking? What did you envision? I have to put a thought to that expression!”

“Not a vision. A memory.” he smiles wistfully.

I rub my finger along the front of his shirt. “Share for us pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pretty please!”

“You want me to share a totally intimate moment that I had between me and Bella for your own pervy kicks?”

“Uh...hello....Shhhhh....was in fact that very thing? How could you forget this? Your a vampire for crying out loud! Now spill! I won't give up till you give in.”

“Fine, but I must ask that you be restrained for this!”

“holy motherfuck are you saying you are going to tie me down to tell me this?” I stand here gaping at him and my eyes fill with pure lust while my body shudders.

He moves with lightning speed and I am pressed up against the wall, sadly, facing it and not him, happily he is pressing against me. Not as hard as I would like of course but hey he is there...that's what is important right?!

His cool breath blows over behind my ear and I feel him step back and I frown. Then before I can say a word, his voice is soft and soothing and smooth as velvet ,saccharin sweet like honey and he smells mouthwatering.

“Okay little girl—I want you to close your eyes—listen to my voice—focus on what I tell you. I expect nothing less than for you to do as I tell you! Stay right here, don't speak, and I promise baby, if you behave, I will draw in closer while I hold you captive by my voice, my hands and eventually my body. I know you would like that wouldn't you?”

“Yessss.” I breathe out as my heart skips ten beats.

“You want to know exactly what went through my mind, but I am not so sure we are thinking alike this time. You have one of the dirtiest minds I have ever been inside. Emmett is a close second to you but I'd wager that you my love are by far pretty damn fucking kinky. With that....lets see if I can top any of the things you had me do during Shhhhh.... that Bella and I have done out of your presence shall we?”

“Wait...this is in the past? Why did you not tell me this?! Are you holding out on me? Seriously?”

“What part of don't speak did you not understand?”

“Sorry.”


~EDWARD~

I bring my hands up placing them over top of hers to press them into the wall as I stand behind her, so close, the heat of her body emanates off her. One good solid step back and she would no doubt bump into me. I know I am fucking with her as I tease her playfully. It is all in fun. She knows where my heart lies. I honestly don't think she would ever expect me to even consider another when I have Bella.

We play like this.

Okay....so I play like this. It is funny to watch her get all flustered and miffed. Its rather cute in a way. I mean she fucks with me on a daily basis. A thought flutters through her head and she knows I can't stop it until it is too late and the damage to my mind is done.

“Your forgiven this time, but interrupt me again and I may bend you over my knee...and don't get any wise ideas. In case you forgot I CAN HEAR YOU!” I scold when the thought of her pulling down her pants before she places her ass bared up at me. I shake my head.

God she is unfuckingbelievable. Does her mind ever stop?

She nods and I begin to explain the night that Isabella convinced me she wanted to do something so insane I thought she was joking at first. I mean I didn't take her seriously.


S*h*h*h*h*h.......


“You want me to what?” I look at her incredulously.

“Come on Edward! It will be fun.”

“Uh...I don't think so Angel. That's just insane.”

“Why not? We are vampires for crying out loud! You used to love to live on the edge! Not to mentiont the fact that your handsome, sexy, and gorgeous!”

“Your biased.”

“Damn it Edward! I want some sexy HOT photos of you and you will do this photoshoot!”

“Excuse me?”

“Sorry Master, I lost my head for a minute.” she pouts. It's rather adorable as I stare down at her. I can sense, see and smell her remorse that comes with the apology.

“Exactly what would you have me wear in this said hot photo?”

“Chaps!”

“No...just no!” I refuse.

“No? And why not?” she pouts.

“Why can't I be sexy in a pair of pants WITH A shirt?”

“Silly Edward. I love you, but I love you ten times more when you are shirtless!”

“And obviously pants less! Would these chaps have an ass in them?”

“No most certainly not!”

“Your an insane little vampire do you know that?”

“But I am your insane little vampire and you know you would look so freaking hot like that.! I promise I would hang the photo in our playroom for our eyes only what do you say?”

“And if I do this what do I get out of it?”

She grins, bats her lashes and says...

“One night of the wildest places we could fuck all night long! You name it.”

My mouth falls open and my cock hardens instantly.

Holy Hell...now what to do what to do....it's one picture...okay maybe two. In leather...bare ass naked of course...could I do this? Hmm....?


Robshandmonkey~


I post the night of sex when you all find the perfect photo of a cowboy in chaps that I can manip to look just like Edward...I been searching and searching...I need some help here ladies....I will know the photo when I see it...so post a link to the photos you all find and once I manip that baby you get the rest of this outtake... cruel I know but I am in need of some help! Lol.....It is time to give back a little...!

muah!!!


Friday, June 8, 2012

TABOO


IN CELEBRATION OF THE FACT THAT HUBBY AND I ARE NOW OFFICIAL HOME OWNERS AND PICK UP OUR KEYS TODAY..........
HERE YA GO.....................



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~EDWARD~


I walk into the club house to find everyone where they should be.


I am pissed for more than one reason.


The first and more important one is that I am being interrupted.


Interrupted from something I was rather enjoying. There has been little in that department of my life for a while now. My life has always been laid out for me. My father's hopes and dreams were going to be my reality.
Most would resent their parents for such a thing. I have a hard time doing that. I love my father and respect him. He has only wanted the best for his family.


Men who were born with the name Masen are born into this mafia life, and it is actually all we are taught therefore, it is all we know. Not that it is an excuse or anything it just is what it is and I am who I am


The second reason I am pissed would be because my ass of a brother has made a decision without consulting with me first, which leads to the third reason I am pissed.


His decision is costing us.


“Jasper.” I hiss as I walk in and sit down at the head of the table, making everyone aware that I am in no mood for bullshit this evening.
I tolerated a lot more than my father ever did, however, things have changed and my tolerance for most things will be very low as I adjust to this position I have taken within the family.


“Edward.” he comes back and I can hear the rude tone of his voice. I glare at him, giving him a warning.


“Jasper you are my brother, and I love you, but this family is the most important thing to this organization as a whole. In order for it to run smoothly as an organization should, there are rules. Rules one must follow. When you choose to betray me, and do something without any consent from me, how do you expect me to handle your disregard for anyone else here?”


He just sits here.


“Jasper, I expect more of you! You are a capo for crying out loud! You know how this shit works. Why the fuck would you do this? If it were one of these men around us, what do you suppose I would do to one of them?”


“We'd be iced!” Eleazar a big-earner and self made man, snarls out.


I nod and glare in Jasper's direction. “Exactly, so you better have a damn good explanation for what the hell you have just done, and not only that brother, give me one good reason why I shouldn't put Seth to your head and not even bother with any explanation.”


“Fuck you Edward. You don't seem to understand the Egyptian Clan. You have to handle them directly. I didn't have time to search for your ass, which I might add has been pretty damn absent lately. I was just shot recently as a matter of fact, I had to respond and I wasn't given the time or the chance, otherwise we would have blown the deal all together.”


“That is your excuse?” I quirk my brow up at him.


“Yes little brother and its a damn good one. Besides we only lost a couple grand. It isn't like they are going to get away with that anyway. They will pay if not in money, in blood.”


“Your damn right they are.” I look over to Felix. “Damage control.” I give the command for him to go out and intimidate any witnesses to the crime.


“Demetri, find that motherfucker and bring his ass back to the clubhouse. Don't come home without him.”


“Carlisle...get your ass down there and get those fucking remaining guns and take Emmett with you.”


“I hope you are up for a ride brother...pain or no pain...you made the choice to go ahead and step back into the business while you were supposed to be resting so now...you are officially cleared for full duty. You may as well go tell Alice you are leaving. And by the way...I need to talk to you about her....now get moving. I need to speak to the one that leads those Egyptian motherfuckers, and you are going to introduce me to him, so hurry up and meet me at the fucking car.”


I stand up and pull out my phone.


“Mom...can you do me a favor? Isabella was expecting me to return, please tell her I have business. I am not sure how long this will take, hopefully I will be back as soon as possible. Also see that she gets a cellphone delivered to her by tomorrow. It is just so that I can contact her directly. I want to know where she is at any given time if I am going to be responsible for the girl, too while your at it order her the latest laptop. She will need it for school.”


“Be careful Edward.”


“I always am. Make sure she gets to bed on time if it gets to be too late. She has class in the morning.”


“Already the protective guardian. I am quite proud of you son, and I take it your not going to allow the kids to miss school in spite of the recent lock down?”


“If any member of this family misses school for any reason other than they are dying they will be answering to me! I don't care what or where or why. No Masen or Cullen will be dubbed as stupid. It is embarrassing.”


She agrees and I hang up.


Four hours later I am standing here covered in blood and my senses are about to take the fuck over. I need to stop breathing.


Focus.


Edward, don't let anything distract you during an execution. Nothing else should be of concern to you but you and the one that you are dealing with. If you lose focus, you could lose your life and it will be a rare occasion that you will kill a woman. If you ever do that is.


Yeah...that isn't going to happen father. Not now...not ever and my thoughts drift off to her. What would she think of me standing here dripping in the scent of a bitch that wouldn't take no for an answer?
Siobhan was the most aggressive woman I have ever met. This wasn't supposed to happen.


Fucking Christ...what have I done??
We came here to discuss the incident that went wrong in the exchange of weapons with another mafia. We didn't come here to kill anyone.


The mask. Put on the fucking mask.


“Great that is just great Edward! What the hell? So she wanted a little fun in the sack did you have to kill her over it? How the fuck do we explain this to them? They are going to be out for blood!”


“She groped me Jasper. Literally pushed her fucking hand down my pants. I lost it for a second all right! Fuck she shouldn't be molesting random men that come to the door!”


“A sexy bitch like that grabs your cock and you shoot her?”


“She wouldn't take no for an answer. Jesus I barely got her name! Who does that in real life?”


“Unfuckingbelievable.”


“Fuck you Jasper...if it were you would you of let her touch you?”


“No.”


“So why the judgment?”


“Dude...you killed her. Shot her. Dead.”


“And your point is?”


“You have gone mad little brother. All this power has gone to your head.”


I pounce on him gripping his shirt. He winces from the pain of his wound. “Jasper...don't you fucking dare accuse me of that shit! I didn't want this position! I just wanted to please him. That is all its ever been about and you fucking know it! I couldn't let him down!”


“Okay, okay, relax.”


I let up on his collar.


“This is only the beginning.” he warns. “You just started a war.”


“No one knows we were here but her and she is dead. Come on lets get the fuck out of here.” I demand and yank the door open.


All hell breaks loose in mere seconds as a series of words were exchanged before I was staring down the barrel of a gun, not expecting the guy on the other side of the door to be there.


He didn't expect me to be there and I didn't expect him so we both react. Luckily I am faster but the bad part, we had another dead person on our hands.


That was until I heard the faint voices and a car door slam.


“Jasper get your ass in the next room.” I order.


“Why?”


“Go god damn it!” I shove him as we move into it closing the door.
“There are four of them and they are headed up the walk.”


“How do you know there are four?”


“Footsteps.”


“Footsteps...? what the hell does that mean?”


“Shut up!” I hiss.


“Six...Edward...thats six dead bodies...so now what?”


“Give me a minute.”


“Aw hell, I got all night. Why don't we grab a cocktail and toss this around?” he mutters sarcastically.


“Jasper I am about five seconds from leaving your ass here to deal with this and walking away.”


“The hell you will. You shot them. All of them. You been doing target practice or some shit?”


“Yeah. Practice.” I mutter.


“I have to get out of here.” I take off out the door and leave Jasper in the middle of the bloodbath.


“Wait a fucking minute! You can't just leave!”


I pull out my phone and call Emmett.


“You and Carlisle meet Jasper. Call him and get his location.” I bark into the phone.
I jump into the car and flee the scene.


The scent of so much spilled blood was overwhelming. My eyes kept flashing to mahogany hair and long lean legs.


I attribute the two and have coined the feeling as bloodlust. It is the only thing that makes sense.
The thought of her and the scent of their blood could drive me mad!


Allowing everyone to deal with the aftermath of the bloodbath I left behind, I drive straight home, get out of the car and head up the stairs. My mother of course has to greet me on the first landing.
“Please tell me that blood isn't yours.” she asks, her eyes are wide. I can smell fear coursing through her blood.
“No mother, I am fine. I told you, I am and will always be fine. You don't need to worry about me. Really. Is Isabella asleep?”
“Yes, well she finally succumb to it. Am I to guess that you promised her you would be right back? She seemed rather down after I told her you wouldn't b e back right away.”
“I will talk to her.” I walk past her and excuse myself as I enter her room. I know I should have removed the blood soaked clothing I was wearing but I just had to make sure she is okay.
I walk in to check on her. Her scent overwhelms my senses and I need to touch her. My hand drops to brush the side of her cheek and she sighs and her head leans into it. I pull back when I see the blood spatters on my wrist and the back of my hand.
She is safe.
She is where she belongs.
She is every bit as captivating asleep as she is when she is awake. I just watch her sleep. Something I truly long to do again. I miss sleep. Once I was changed, sleep was no longer possible. I am not sure if it is because I don't concentrate enough on it or I no longer have the ability. I never feel tired, so I assume I can no longer do it.
I drop to my knees and brush my nose against her cheek.
So sweet.
So pure.
So innocent.
I want her.
I want all of her.
I want her body.
I want her mind.
I want her innocence.
Sadly, he wants her soul and I know he will have it. He gets whatever he wants.
Whatever he wants.


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Morning comes on fast and after being caught by Bella watching her sleep. Luckily she had not noticed the blood all over my clothes and I tell her to go back to sleep.
I head for my room and remove the blood soaked clothes I am wearing. I light a fire in the fireplace and toss them in once it gets going.
I am surprised that the scent of blood doesn't seem to phase me as much as hers does when I catch her scent as she moves about her room getting ready for school.
Nothing or no one smells like Bella.
She is sweet, floral, arousing.
My phone chimes and I answer it.
I am updated on the situation. My mess is taken care of and my family has covered my tracks per usual.
Once I am dressed, I make my way down the stairs following her scent.
When I enter the kitchen, I am met with far too many people that I am not ready to deal with.
But she is there and I have to see her.
“Good Morning, Edward.” Carmen smiles in my direction as she stands over the stove cooking.
“I am to assume you won't be joining us for breakfast?”
“No.” I shake my head and act as if I am in a hurry. I walk around kiss my mother and anxiously spin my keys.
I freeze and gawk at Isabella in her school uniform. It isn't the same one that she had on last time. It is shorter. Much shorter and this I am not at all comfortable with.
"That isn't the outfit you had on the last time you went to school." I just blurt out eying her up.
"I know that's what I was just talking about!" Garrett stands up and walks around and ogles her like a piece of meat.
"Sweet isn't she? Bella would you like to go to a dance with me sometime?" Garrett has the motherfucking nerve to attempt and asks her. My blood boils. No make that my venom and I glare at him. I expect her to say no right away but she doesn't and I am a little stunned. I turn to look at her and try to read her expression.
She looks flustered, unable to answer.
What. The. Fuck?
"Uh...I don't really dance." is all she comes up with and I still stand here mortified.
"Aw heck, I can teach ya." And that was all I could take of Garrett's shit.
"Alice, Isabella to the car now." I command, and they both don't hesitate as they shouldn't.
It is oddly silent the entire ride and I am taking every bit of control I have left in me to keep from snapping at her.
Why did she just not say no?
Once we arrive at the school, I make the decision to air this out in the open. What I didn't expect was her anger.
"I need to speak to Bella alone please Alice."
"Is something wrong?" I ask because I can sense something else is going on with her.
She wipes at her eyes just as the scent of salt hits my nostrils.
She is crying, but for what, I have no idea.
"Isabella, I cannot read your mind. What seems to be the problem?"
"Nothing." and I know instantly.
"Your lying."
"How would you know?" she snaps at me and my first thought is that she is disrespecting me. I hold my tongue on that thought and watch as she now looks away from me looking out the damn window.
"You are terrible at it. I believe I already told you that once." I state firmly.
"Whatever."
"Excuse me?” She did not just say that! "I seriously never imagined you could say something like a spoiled rotten teenager." I snap at her.
"I need to get to class."
Oh no! This is not happening! What the hell is she the one mad about? She is the one that didn't say no to Garrett!
"Yes, you do, but I need to understand something first."
Her eyes are now set on mine and the ire in them is clear. "What?"
I cannot help but look down because seeing Bella angry is rather hot and stupidly I look at the one thing that I should not have. Those godforsaken legs that go on for days and I want wrapped around me in every fucking way. I have to look away from them before I throw them over my shoulders spread and aligned with my cock.
"Are there any teachers that you have that are male?" I don't know why this comes out but it does. I mean fuck...after all Garrett is noticing her, who else would be?
Instantly I regret that I ask such a thing.
Way to go Masen. Insecure much?
"Are you fucking kidding me?" she snaps at me and now I am pissed and aroused.



Fuck!



"Isabella...watch your mouth. There is only one place I will tolerate you saying that word and it isn't before I drop you off at of all places catholic school."
"Look Mr. Masen, all of my classes are taught by sisters. It is school policy that during school hours the campus remains free of all those who pack a pair of balls, like the ones you seem to own and proudly swing around! Now can I be excused?"
I don't care that she has no idea what I am. It is about time she learned. I am going to have to tell her soon enough anyway. Especially if I plan to fuck her like I cannot stop thinking about.
"Listen to me little girl. You will hold that tongue of yours when you refer to my balls or shall I introduce them to you on a more personal level. Don't fuck with me little girl. I am not in the mood. I had a shitty night and I don't appreciate coming home to a smart mouthed immature brat who..."
Then it hit me.
Fuck my life.
No wonder she is so upset!
I promised her I would be back last night!
Fuck....fix this Masen!
"That's it...isn't it. I didn't come back and I promised...fuck!"
God how do I get her to forgive me for this? I am not used to having to answer to someone for my whereabouts.
Fuck!
"I am sorry. I had some business to take care of. It went on for longer than I had intended."
"So you forgot about me." the hurt is clearly there in her tone.
I would never intentionally hurt her. Doesn't she know that?
No Masen...why would she? She has lived with a fucked up family and you are probably no different right now to her than they are.



You need to fix this! Fix it now!
"No Bella, I didn't forget about you. I need you to understand that I am expected to do certain things and those things will always take priority over everything else. I know that you think since I am the only that leads this family that I can just do what I want. You don't know the first thing about what I do. You don't know anything little girl and until you do, I suggest you put a halt on that little snarky attitude of yours and you speak to me as an adult would. If I ever hear you talk back to me like that again, I will do what I think is best to correct that bad behavior."
Her body shivers as I let my hand glide along the outside of her thigh.
"And this skirt is far too fucking short for you to be wearing any where but in my bedroom where I want to see you at after school for your punishment. Come to think of it, I will be waiting for you as soon as you get out of school. Be here on time and make damn sure you use study hall to finish any and all of your homework because I can assure you little girl you already have homework that I have planned for you and don't forget to breathe again Isabella." I remind her as I realize her heart rate is erratic from lack of oxygen.
I obviously affect her and it is pretty damn similar to the way she affects me...if only I had a heartbeat.
"Hmm...I love that sweet scent of yours. Now go baby girl, before I do something really stupid like remove the wet panties you are now stuck in with my teeth."
I kiss her hard and deep and she grips onto my hair driving me even further mad with desire for her.
God I want her!!!
That's it baby, pull it harder, its only turning me even more the fuck on!
I pull back and savor the last taste of her lips on mine. She is going to kill me. Well she would if I wasn't already dead that is.
"I am sorry baby. I didn't forget you. I kept thinking of you all night long. I am just not used to being kept so close to my word by any one other than my family. I know I don't deserve your ability to trust me especially when I just broke a promise...but this time I won't break it. I will make it up to you. Okay?" I offer and hope this will make up for letting her down. If only she knew how much I wanted to be with her instead of where I was.
I know the moment I am forgiven when her eyes drop to my lips and her command passes her sweet pouty lips.
"Kiss me again...please."
Oh God she is begging? Seriously?
"Yeah? That what you want? My lips?" I smirk and tease her playfully.
"Yes, please...just..." I feel her legs shift and her hips push forward into me.
"Edward."
Hearing my name on her lips makes me want her so much more and when the school bell rings I don't care at this point. "Fuck it little girl. I will check you in keep rubbing against me like that."
My breathing is picking up and I am moments away from tearing off her clothes and having her right here.
"Edward...I think we should."
No....she is not doing this to me now! Is she? Fuck....and I am holding the wettest hottest pussy in the palm of my hands and I groan out.
Fuck my life!
"I swear to God I will fucking have you." and I somehow manage to pull back away and sit back in my seat. My cock hurts like a motherfucker and shift and look over to see her adjusting her skirt.
I lead her to the office and make sure she is taken care of and make my way back out to the parking lot.
Lauren is leaning against my door and batting her lashes eying me up.
“I would be willing to play hookey for you anyday.” she smiles.
I chuckle.
“Miss Stanley, I have things to do, so if you will excuse me, I need to be somewhere important.”
She steps in closer to me and lays her hand on my chest.
I stiffen.
Seth is right here and it would only take a blink of an eye to lay her out flat right here on the sidewalk, one silver hallow tip bullet to the head.
“Come on Mr. Masen, if Bella isn't giving you what you want, I certainly can show you how naughty a schoolgirl can be, what do you say?”
“I say you step the fuck back away from me before I introduce you to my dear friend Seth. Seth is very possessive of my personal space. He doesn't like it when he feels threatened, and Miss Stanley you are leaving him with a very uneasy feeling.”
“Who is Seth?” She asks, still batting her lashes.
I slide my hand inside of my pants pocket brushing my jacket aside and allowing him to shine in the sunlight.
“Seth, Miss Stanley. Miss Stanley, Seth. Now if you will excuse me.”
Her gasp is loud and she steps back finally heeding my warning.



The incident is already spread among the various mafia's throughout the city and no one knows who or what has happened.
Everyone is on edge.
“Rumor has it that it was the Masen-Cullen, thanks to your darling brother who fucked up and dealt with the shadiest bunch of the Egyptian clan what else are they to assume. Word has it that they crossed us and we went out for blood.”
“Good. Let them think that. No one will be stupid enough to cross us now will they?” I smirk at Emmett.
He chuckles.
“Have you heard anything about that script?”
“No. not a word. Jasper said he didn't see who it was just that the car was a midnight blue. That is it.”
“Odd.” I murmur.
“Don't worry. I will find out who it is. When I do...” I roll the black talon between my fingers.
I smirk to myslef and mutter, “I may even drink their blood once I take them out.”
Emmett looks at me with confusion. All I can do is laugh.



So fucking clueless.



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The day goes by slower than I ever could have imagined, and when it is finally time to pick up Bella, I am already parked and waiting at the school.



It takes no time before the females of this high school are all around me and my Porsche. I am not being conceited its just a god damn fact. I mean fuck these are depraved high school girls who are not given any interaction among boys their own age. I fucking get that, so I let them congregate and to appease their self esteem, I flirt a little. It isn't like I want to take any of them home and fuck them.



No there is only one you want to take home and defile. The mahogany haired, all legs and innocent smiles is the one you want spread out on your bed, underneath you.


Then out of nowhere Isabella appears and at first I am shocked by her actions, then I grow downright pissed off.
What the fuck is she thinking?
Was I the only one that saw that?
No...Lauren did as well and if Lauren did who is to say that any random male or female didn't see that?
I cannot even speak to her as we drive home. I am so angry I am about ready to snap. If I speak, I will surely say something I will regret.
Once I dismiss her and try to calm down, I make my way upstairs storming past everyone in the house and I head right for my room where I close the door behind me and find her where she should be.
Where I told her to be.
I rolled up my sleeves and watch her eyes widen. Her expression is unreadable though, what it is I am not totally sure.
Fear?
Anxiety?


I clear my throat before I speak. “What the fuck was that?” I glare at her.


“Uhhh....”


“No...answer the question.”


“What do you want me to say?”


“I don't care what you say but it better be good.”


“Uhnhh...”


“God damn it!”


“I am sorry!”


“Come here!”


“Why?”


“Why? You are asking why?”


“Are you going to hit me?” and then out of no where she cowers, wrapping her arms around herself to protect herself from me.
My heart cracks.
I manage to get my voice to keep from cracking when I ask her, “Isabella, why do you think I would hit you?” I dare to ask the one question I know I don't really want to know the answer to. “have you been hit before?”
A tear slips down her cheek and I have my answer.
Someone is going to die.
“WHO?” I bark out the word louder than I intended to.
“Noooo....no one.” she stutters.
I close my eyes count to ten and open them slowly, and sitting in front of me is a little girl who has been through far more than I could even understand. I question my decision and I know that for whatever reason I made it, it was the right one. No one can hurt her, no one can touch her and no one will ever hurt her again.
“Bella, come here please.”
She stands up and walks over to me and I hold my arms open for her to hug and to hold her. Instantly, she begins crying and apologizing and saying she is sorry.


“Bella please...know that I will never hurt you sweetheart. I would never want you to fear me for any reason.” I pull her back and hold her face and force her to look me in the eyes.
“Don't you realize how much I care about you?”
“You do?”
“Good God you are like my fucking kryptonite. I don't know why but all I want to do is take care of you. To make sure you are safe. Now tell me who the fuck it was that hit you in the past.”
“It was a long time ago Edward. It doesn't matter.”
“Fine then if you won't tell me, I will find out on my own.”
“Please...just let it go.”
“You are too beautiful to cry. Don't cry.”
“I am sorry.”
“Don't be sorry.” I lean down and press my lips to her salty ones.
I pull back and look at her. “I have been dying to hold you all day.”
Her cheeks flood with color. Her blush lights up my throat and I smile down at her. It is the best burn ever.
I move without thinking and she is under me again. Where I want her. Where I long to have her.
“So fucking beautiful.” I let my tongue fall out and lick along her throat. Sweet, salty and sultry.
“God you are sin on a stick.” I murmur knowing that what I am doing is so very wrong and my body knows what it wants and it doesn't care. My hands are pressed into the bed next to her head. I want to touch her everywhere, but more than anything, I want to caress these long lean legs of hers, that I am now in between.
I bring my hand down and caress the outside of her thigh and kiss her while I do it.
“So fucking soft. I am addicted to your legs little girl. Your legs are so fucking long and sexy and hot.”
She giggles underneath me and I smirk at her.
“What?”
“What is it with you and the fascination with my legs?”
I grin, “I think its because I can imagine them wrapped around me. All the way around me, if you know what I mean.”
She moans.
My cock hardens.
“Mmm...little girl like it when I caress these luscious thighs?”
“Uh...huh.”
“Yeah?”
“Oh, God Edward.”
“Mmm...I love when you say my name.”
“Your teasing.”
“Your so easy to tease.” I slide my hand up under the band of her panties.
“Listen to your heart.”
“You can hear that?”
“I hear everything that your body wants to tell me.”
“Oh.”
She shivers.
“My touch is too cold?”
“Your always cold.”
“Should I stop?”
“NO!” Don't stop.”
“Mmm....I don't wanna stop.” her skin is so soft where here leg meets with her torso. I brush my finger over it slow and make a circle back barely brushing by her pussy.
“Touch me.” she asks, her voice is soft, low and fucking sexy.
“You want me to pet you?”
“Please.”
“Oh, my sweet girl, if I pet, I am going to want to lick.” I softly bite on her earlobe murmuring in her ear.
“Oh God, yes.”
“Are you giving me permission?”
“God yes!”
I slide my hand in and palm her, cupping her whole pussy underneath her soft cotton panties.
“My, my, someone is getting a little wet, I can feel it Bella, I can smell you getting aroused.”
“Edward stop teasing me.”
“Oh, but I like teasing you. Look how responsive you are to me.”
“I want you to...”
“You want me to what?”
“Touch me.”
“I am touching you...I am petting you.” I slide my thumb along the slick wet slit of her lips.
“Touch me more.”
“More?”
“More.”
“Are you asking for what I think you are asking for?”
“What are you thinking?”
“I am thinking you want me to push my fingers inside of you and maybe make you come for me.”
“Yes!”
“Sexy girl...like this?” I slip my middle finger in between her wet lips and push forward. She gasps and I groan.
“God your tight.”
She whimpers and wiggles under me and then her hand is down pressing against my hard on.
“Bella what are you doing?”
“I wanna touch you too.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes!”
I don't protest when her hand manuevers my buttons and she has me out of my pants in merely seconds. I am so fucking aroused to her forwardness and I moan out kissing along her throat enjoying her touch.
Her warm hand wraps around me and I groan.
“God that feels good.”
“Your so cold Edward, I can make it warmer.” I pull back and look down at her. Her smile is pure impish and she is pushing me up away from her. My hand falls away and she is now up and kneeling at the edge of the bed, my cock in her hand.
“Bella what the...” Before I finish I stop and watch her look up at me under those long lucious lashes and her long hair pulled up in a pony tail on the top slides off to the side and she ever so fucking slowly opens her mouth. Her tongue is practically drooling and it slides up from the base of the underside of my cock and the heat of her tongue spreads across the surface of my skin then before I can suck in a breath of air, she is all lips and smacking sounds and my head is on fire the moment her lips engulf the entire top half of my cock.
I can feel the heat of her mouth spread over my cold flesh and warm me and I stiffen to avoid spurting an entire load of come down her throat.
My hand doesn't hesitate and I reach out and grab that ponytail and pull her back off a little as a breath shudders out of me.
“Fucking Christ! Give...give...fuck....give me a minute.”
She licks her lips and I close my eyes and try to regain my composure.
“Wait for a second please baby girl.”
“Edward...” she whines out and I feel my eyes roll in the back of my head when her other hand wraps around the base and she pumps it up and down.
“Fuck Bella.”
With my hand still wrapped around her ponytail she licks on my cock like a fucking lollipop and I watch fascinated while trying to hold my shit back.
“Mmm...come on let me warm you up.”
“Fuck.”
I don't know what possesses me to let her go forward. I am totally her puppet. She can have whatever she wants.
“Let me guide you.” I demand gripping her hair and watching her lips surround me completely.
“Fuck your mouth is fucking hot, and fucking wet.”
She pushes further down on it and I watch her.
“You have no idea what you are doing do you?” I ask.
Her tongue licks as she moves back off me and I moan out.
“But fuck Bella you are doing such a wonderful fucking job baby.”
Then she fucking hums a reply and her mouth vibrating on my cold hard cock causes me to shudder. I bite my bottom lip and hold back crying out to let her know how much she is affecting me. I am about to lose it.
She has only slurped on it a few times and I am so fucking close.
“Bella...you keep doing that and I swear, I won't be able to keep my orgasm from spilling down your throat.”
She pulls off and licks her lips.
“Would you like that?”
I am so entranced with her mouth I mutter at her question. “What?”
She sucks her bottom lip in between her teeth and my hand is fisting her ponytail enjoying the seductive look she has not even realizing she is giving me one.
“Swallow?” she whispers out, and in response to her question, her cheeks burn up a crimson color and my throat lights up like a red hot coal fresh out of a raging bon fire.
“Wh...what?” I stutter.
“Shhhh.” she whispers and swallows all she can take of my cock and she sucks hard. So fucking hard, I gasp.
“Bella! Fuck...” I look down and her skirt has ridden up over her ass and my eyes scan over to the mirror.
“Oh fucking hell, god look at you.”
She hums on my cock and my hand starts to lead her by her hair. The slurping and sucking and watching her sweet ass bent over watching her suck on my cock is the last I can take.
“Bella I am going to fucking come hard!”
She looks up at me and fucking smiles with her lips around my cock and sucks hard hollowing out her cheeks.
That's all it takes.
“Jesus!” My body tenses and I feel every part of my orgasm pulse down her throat. My cock is so warm from the friction of her mouth and hands the sensation of coming out of my warm skin intensified it ten fold more, then her throat swallows and I nearly gag her pushing her down on me at the sight of her.
“Mothefuck....coming....coming...god you got me coming so fucking hard!”
She gags and I realize I have pushed her down too far on it. My come oozes out the side of her lip and I don't even think about it as I reach out and pull her off my cock and brush my thumb over her lips pushing it back into her mouth.
I realize now she is out of breath and I don't give her more than a moment to recover before I have her face in the palm of my hands and lick her lips before I kiss her deeply turning and lifting her and laying her back on the bed.
Our kiss is fierce and needy. All tongue and tasting and I can taste me on her sweet breath. My hand is already shoving her skirt up around her waist. I fist her panties and tear them off her.
“My turn little girl, I am going to devour you!” I growl into her lips and take her hands pushing them up to the headboard.
“Wrap your fingers around the metal, don't let go, keep them up there.” I sit up on my knees yank my shirt open pulling it off not even caring that my tie is still on and I slide my hands down under her knees. I yank her down some and push her up and open.
“Fucking ready for me aren't you? Ready to come for me baby?”
“Yes!”
her fists grip the metal and I smile down at her.
“You smell so fucking good...time to taste.” I bring my hands around and spread her wide open.
“Fucking pink and wet and swollen.” I lick up along the right side of her clit and down the left avoiding it altogether. She bucks her hips up and I push them back down holding her.
“Ah, ah.” I blow a cool breath over her swollen nub and smirk. “It only gets touched when I say it gets touched, understand little girl?”
“Mmmmm.”
“Oh...listen to you....you want this kitty lapped at?”
“Uh huh.” her hips push up, but I hold her down.
“You did such a good job baby, how can I deny you this.” I wrap my lips around her clit and suck hard flicking my tongue a few times. She squirms under me and in merely seconds with one finger buried deep inside of her tight heat and my tongue working her clit, I bring her to the edge and hold her there slowing down.
“Please...I am so close don't stop...please..........”
“I know.” I blow on her clit and lick it a couple of times. “Look at me Bella. Watch me make your pussy come.” I devour her clit working it without any relief and she explodes all over my mouth. Wetness seeps out of her and on to my tongue. She is sweet she is heaven she is sin and she is so fucking mine forever.
I lap up her wetness and bring her down slowly moving up her body and bringing my lips to hers hovering over her.
“If you enjoyed that little girl, just imagine what I can do when I fuck you.”
Her eyes roll back and she sighs.
I kiss her forehead and whisper into her ear.
“But Isabella...we need to fucking discuss something first before that happens.”
“What is more important than that?” she blushes.
“How about the fact that I am not at all human. I am cold...you know it. You feel it and while your heart beats little girl, mine stopped long ago?”
She freezes underneath me.
“Yes. I am not living. I died over five years ago and you are the only one that I have told.”
“What are you talking about?” her expression shows her confusion.
“Will you still want me if I told you I am a vampire. I am not a myth. I am real. I am living only not the same living as you. I am the living dead, its why my skin is cold.”
“Your scaring me.”
“Don't be I won't hurt you.”
~Robshandmonkey